letting people take advantage of me because nobody’s ever going to actually want me so i might as well have some fun

thats the second stranger i’ve made out with this week
i hate me



hahahaha i want to die

the fucking worst part of this whole situation is that i always knew that nobody would ever actually want me. then you came along and made me believe that you did. then you dropped and replaced me faster than anybody ever has.

seriously never tell somebody that you love them if you dont mean it. you will crush them in ways you could never imagine

i just want to feel loved
not by just anybody
only you. always you

cant believe i made out with a turkish barman who is at least 8 years older than me
i’m gross